The Messenger of Allah, upon whom be peace, said:
"Every good deed is sadaqah (charity). To meet your brother with a smiling face and to pour out from your bucket into his container are sadaqah." Dear my Diary...
Dear my Sisters and Brothers...
Don’t you know the more beautiful I am now! Really, I’m getting more beautiful! More beautiful than yesterday, And the other yesterday! Look at me; my forehead there’s no wrinkle because of thought and pain anymore like many days ago. My lips are not coned by irk and angry like yesterday. My face isn’t reflecting some stress and bored anymore. My body isn’t weaken by any hopeless.Really, the more beautiful I am! Look at me, my eyes are shingling by happiness. My lips are smiling honest fully. My cheeks are reddening by spirit and hope. The vein of my face relax and gushing a sincere aura. And it all makes my face shiny. Really, What a beautiful me, today!The last a week, there is a lot of fun, dancing and singing in my own silent music, enjoy this life and never let the problem affecting the atmosphere of my heart. Ah, what a beautiful me because of that. The last a week I’ve tried to greet and forgive all sisters. Hence, it makes me more beautiful today. The last a week the more philanthropists I am. And as the response, I feel beautiful at all. As long as a quarter of month I’ve tried to thank God everything He gave to me. And now I can feel that Allaah is increasing those pleasant with making me the very beautiful one.I’m really happy for that! And the happily just making me the beautiful one. There are times we hate ourselves. There are times we don’t like anything we’ve done. There are times we do make mistakes. There are times we’re falling into pain. There are times we are drowned by sorrow . There are times we don’t understand, why things didn’t go as our imagines. There are times that the journey is getting harder, so we are drift away by feeling.Until we take steps without any consideration. The things we do were only our spontaneous reaction. And the things remained was just regret and buried deeper. And don’t you know, that it all will just makes our performance getting worse.So just be happy when we could pass those part elegantly. When we could hold back of everything we really-really want. When we could face any problem calmly.When we could bring down the calamity and the barrier, which makes us in pain. Life doesn’t always go on our way, so passing the terrible session is an enjoyable thing. As an example, I was an emotional people. It’s nice while in many things recently I can control my emotion. And it makes me feel really beautiful. I am the expressive one, so every feeling that stored in my heart wills seems so clear on the body language. And it’s really nice while in many things recently I can hide my truly feeling and can still perform stable.And really, I feel more beautiful because of that. Nice when I’m not in panic, whereas actually I was the most panic one. It’s nice when I could control my emotion, mid and feeling, so that I can successfully cope myself. When I could do that, so that it was the greatest result of my life.Then the failures we’ve passed aren’t any useless thing. As long as we don’t loose any lesson from the failure we’ve experienced, those all will be a historical evident of life learning. Utterance of Rasulullah saw. “ Actually every best Moslem isn’t the one who never did mistakes, but the one who every times doing mistake will always recognize, accept and then trying to get up to improve, again and again”. There’s no need to heartache, there’s no need of disappointing, because everything is actually just best to a Moslem, as long as he or she thank to Allah for every pleasant and patient when we are experiencing disaster. So, proudly I declare, the more beautiful I am today, did you feel it too? Hey, don’t forget, reminds me when you see me the worse tomorrow.Smile With LoVe "Oct 7 2004"From Sister Dina IstoVa @ UGM Jogja, Indonesia...